i feel like you tripped me. i fell for you but you didn’t really fall for me. and you say you love me but you say things that make me think you’re fickle and you can easily let go and push me aside like a pile of crumbs. like you’re dropping hints you don’t intend this to be long-term. and that hurts because i tried so hard to keep to myself and not let myself fall for someone to avoid getting hurt, but here i am. i admitted to falling and i fell harder.
you said your boyfriend might be asexual, but he’s questioning if he’s demi or not. i feel like i’m just an outlet for your sexual frustrations. especially since i don’t see anything worth wile in myself past a semi-attractive face and a pair of tits. most people think that way about me too. and most our jokes are sexual and when we’re in person we cant keep our hands off each other and nothing we do is innocent. all you feel for me is just lust. i’m afraid of this being the truth……